There is Change in the Air |
A 20 year old girl telling you about her life. Currently attending University and majoring in Korean Language and Culture, wishing that she was in Seoul instead of her tiny rainy country. She is loving Korean music, dramas and the hot k-guys of which she has a small bite (look for my 2010 Korea adventures.) Also into photography, and writing Fanfics about her favorite group. Big Bang. Although it being a a pseudonym, you can call this girl Katie. |
Yesterday, during the day while I was listening to Alicia Keys I thought to myself. I should let handsome go, not that he is mine or anything. But I should stop thinking about him as the guy I like and maybe someday we’ll be together. I should start thinking about him as a friend, a good one but just a friend.
That night I had a dream. I told him that I liked him, instead of just saying he is sorry but he has his girlfriend he grabbed my hand, kissed me on the lips and we walked through Hongdae (I’m pretty sure it was Hongdae but there weren’t as many bright flashing lights). Whenever we had to wait for a red light or something I would just lean on to him with my back against his chest, still holding his hand. I was so happy.
And then suddenly I realized it was just a dream, I woke up bathing in sweat and somehow scared to. I can’t remember why? or what the bad part of the dream was but instead of a fairytale it felt like a nightmare.
Luckily I only remember the happy part, but now it will be even more difficult to just think about him as just a friend.
